I CAN’T MAKE YOU LOVE ME
Bonnie Raitt
Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don’t patronize – don’t patronize me
Cause I can’t make you love me if you don’t
You can’t make your heart feel …

Reo Speedwagon- In My Dreams.
The fondest memories I keep in my heart are usually induced by this band. They have such great impact on me, I go back to where it all began..
I was a striving wannabe NTT player in one of Yahoo’s rooms. Music meant  Slow Rock Ballads and …

I blew it, yet again. Don’t you just admire my extremely rare talent of pushing people to their limits? Pathetic. Starting a fight and ending up with a barely recognizable version of myself, in as little as 10 minutes. Voila.  The swollen eyes, red nose, smudged mascara still looks like …

It’s 6:05 PM  in Japan. I’m in front of my pink laptop, nose bleeding, staring at this person sleeping on the webcam. Call me crazy but this has been the best part of my day for the last month and a half. Staring at someone for hours might be a …

The past week was pure bliss. No morphine, heroin or meth and mind you, not even my passion for alcohol can induce this kind of feeling.
It scares the shit out of me.
You scare the hell out of me.
I find myself slowly giving my all again. Please don’t get me wrong,  …